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Re: Are you afraid of death?

Subject: Re: Are you afraid of death?
by Sunshine on 2011/4/27 0:39:56

I've asked myself that question so many times before that now I really don't care much.

I won't mind if it will be painful and slow, but the thing that would hurt me the most will be watching the ones I hold dear to me suffer the loss of me. Sometimes you think that nobody cares about you on certaine days but the next you don't even have those thoughts any more.

I had a friend that died not to long ago who thought that every day until one mourning she got hit by a drink driver. When she was in hospitable I was the only one who turned up to say how lonely I would be without her. Then we both started to cry into each others arms because I was her only one that cared about her. About six that night she passed away. The sad bit about this is that her parents didn't see her in the hospitable at all.

After that it was a hard process to adapt without her. I know it hurt her more to see me cry over her than the pain from the crash because she told me so. So thats why I'm not afraid of death but the hurt it will cause to others.