Waiting to be set free

All my life you,
were there know,
i am 12 were are,
you i am standing,
right here. It took,
you a week just to,
write a letter. It,
took you a month just,
to apear. It took you,
a year just to say''I Love
You.'' well know i am
standing right here waiting
to be set free.

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Are you glad
by; me
Are you gald to be alive?
Are you glad to be who you
what to be? Are you glad to
see the things you see? Well
i am glad to just be me.

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Life gives in
by; me

when days go pass life
gives in. be happy for
what you have because
one day it will all
disapear. If you think
your life is hard try
mines and you will soon
see what its like to be hurt.
when days go pass and life
gives in.

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Every day
by;me
'' everyday of every night
i cry and cry and cry holding my
pillow tight. for you to save me from
this nightmare that i have caused
you told me to shut up or i'll get hurt. i do what you say still crying.
i dream of the day when i'll be
set free into the open.. but for know i'll cry for you to save me.''
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What will i do?
Hurt left to die
cold and hungry
scared,calling for
help.

To much, to much
blood. No pain to
tell how i felt
about you.

Was it love that
bought me this far?
Was it your smile
that i loved.

Your eyes that made
me drown? Or your kiss
that fooled me again and
agin.

Laying there cold on the
hard ground. Can't move am
i dead was this my fate what
did i do?

Try and try to yell for
someone anyone to help me
get me out of this black
hole.

No one is around to hear
me yell and sudder. what
happened to the sound. I
see a light comeing...
comeing at me.

Is fate now sleed?
I go after it into
darkness and death.
Into the dark i go.

The little sweet
hearted girl who once
thought that everything
was ok with her and him.
Is gone into her space.

What will i do? what
will i do? was it love
that brought her this far?
What will happen to me?

Will i go into the light
to? After the one i love?
don't cry... don't cry.
Darkness and dispear.
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Why die?
I never took the time
to think about dieing in
a way that is unlike
nature's ways. when i
thought there was no
such things as killer
and people have always
died in a peace full way
i was wrong. There is
alot of that going on in
this wrold. but why die
when you can live a happy
life. life is a butiful thing to
waste. there are people
out there who beg to keep
there lifes out of harms ways.
there might be dark twist in
your life betwen friend and family
but thats no reason to kill your slef
why die when you can live.
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What I Will Miss
Sometimes i wish that i can
go back to the day to were
we frist meet. I what to see
you for the jguy you really
are. So i can finally be who i
what to be. With you there
my life will going to better, without
the yelling and screaming evryday.
I will miss how you kiss my hand at night.
The was you smile and brush my hair away
from my face. When you tell me how pretty i am.
without you i have no reason to live your my live,
my happy ever after that i'll never forget. i will always
love you your my king.
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Don't wait
by; me
There is a
time when people
move on, there is
no hope for you to
sit there wating and,
wasteing time. that will
only get you hurt. Get back
out there and try again but dont wait.
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Alone
Have you ever seen
a moment with your
mom and dad and you
wish it will last
forever and ever?

everyday i am in pity
and act like i am
happy when i am not.

i dont want to lean
on friends for every
little thing! i just
want to be alone.

left in darkness
lefted alone
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That Dream
I had a dream
about finding
love.

i looked
and looked
for that
guy.

And soon
found out
with a frown
that some dreams
are better left alone
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Divorce
Sadness is a cry for help,
thats what people say.
i dont want empathy
i dont wnat lies
that soon trun
into crys. i am
the girl who had it all
and soon i found out that
life was not a happy place.
i found out fell apart. the
piece were to sharp to
put back. so i walked
alone finding my own
way home. again...
and again....
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That Stolen Dream
A stolen dream
is like a stolen
heart.

You cant go back
you cant re-
start.

You cant forget
you redo, but you
can always say "I
am nothing without
you"

The dreams i made
were never made to
overcome.

To take the step
to nember one you
muct never be so over
done.

To find the key
to you and me is
to find the stolen
dream, you took
away from me.

This is for ARXIPAPARAS
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What I Love About You And Me
There are things that
last and things
that end. But one
thing i will rember
about us is the way
you kissed me on our
frist date. the way
our hands are hold
as one. when you wisper
in my ear. and when you
smile on summer days.
one thing i will all ways
love about u is when you say
"i love u boo".
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Little Wrold
Sometimes i fell ike the
hole wrold is not on my
side.
Like i only could love my slef
because no one else loves me.
like life is just not for to
me in so many ways.
Why do ialways get hurt?
why cant i have a happy
ever after?
why cant i be like those happy
people in newspapers and tv?
why me? iam stuck in this
little wrold with no way out
yo save me slef...
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It Brakes My Heart
It Brakes
my hurt when
people you
know
become people
you knew.

It brakes my heart
when you act like
i am not there,
anymore.

It barkes my heart
my hurt i smile
and not cry myslef
to sleep.

It brakes my heart
when i take you back
after what you did
to me.

It brakes my heart
when your just a hope
and not a dream i
loved.

It brakes my heart
that i love you but
only can say i hate you.
i know u love me to...
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What Hurts The Most...
What hurts me
the most is that
i let you walk away.

what hurts the most is
that i lefted you crying
after saying i love you.
but i did not lie.

what hurts the most
is not knowing
what we could have had.

hurts the most is
i just cant deal
with the pain of
knowing your
gone.

what hurts the
most is that
u cant see
that i love you
like i tryed
to do.

what hurts the most is that
we cant be toger
and i cant say
i love u anymore
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The Puzzle
Life is like
a puzzle. sometimes
alll the pices
dont fit.

Thats when you
know your fail
because theres,

Always one pice
to life that your
would never find.
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The Ending
Flying papers,
Happy teens,
Runing, runing.
Down the hall.

Crying comes
form these
once happy
teens.

When the know
its over and
done.

They hug
they and
smile but
say i will
miss you.

This one
girl has
none to love.

No one
noticed
the girl
walking
slowly down
the hall.

Flying papers are
ready to fall.
no more kids runing
runing
down the hall.
schools over
now so go home.
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What good is love?
What good is
love if it
keeps hurting
me.

I can't say
i dont miss you
because i'll
just be lieing
to myslef.

Love is just
not fot me. i
told myslef
i would find
the one.
Now everytime i
look at you or
think of u
i cry and cry
until it hurts.

But i dont
know why. i keep
saying i don't
love you but i
lie to my slef.

I just cant
stand that you
look at me and
cant feel anything
any more.
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Have You Ever...
Ever feel like you are
alone in this world?
You are not alone.
I am here for you
if you could see that
then you could have
alittle hopor in life,
as much as i do.
dont feel alone
because i am not
in the wrold
just know i am in your
hear. with that your
never alone.
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Confusion
Sometimes i just feel
Confusion and sadness.
just to know that only one
person in the wrold could be
your only hope. there would be
no going back or restarting.
once you say you love someone,
its all comes down to
Confusion and sadness in your
nexted life there nothing you
can do to stop it... love is
love and fate is fate.
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Missing Me
You have forgotten me i know.
You didnt cry for me when i
was gone. I feel forgotten
lefted aall alone.

The us we had was never
that good if you
lefted as the past and not
the future thats here and
gone.

I lefted alone all alone,
i am sick of saying sorry
for things i didne do
wrong. i am forgotten and i am
alone.

now i have run away form
home noone cares and noone
crys for the girl who time
that just died she was
all anole now shes gone
and noone cares for that one
girl who wrote the poem
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Dreams that will never come ture...

I have dreams
but no one will
know about them.

All i can say is
these dreams are my
dreams.

I cant live them
and there to far
to reach...

That brings tears
to my eyes. these are
my dreams that i keep
inside.

These are dreams that
take me away from pain,
hurt,and fear.

I knwo i cant be with
you but as long as these
dreams...

My dreams stay
alive i'll have you
in my heart forever.

All i want is dreams
but there lost dreams...

All the times i looked
you into the eyes was
a dream, a lie, a fake..

But there still my dreams...
i'll dream day and night if
thats what it takes to be with
you.

Im loseing time and my
mind, i'v seen it all
all have nothing to
say but...

These are my dreams
im my heart i have faith
and with a sign of sadness i
wake up from the dream...
and walk out into the rain
again...

For; Punkhappyfeetman
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I will wait for you
will wait no matter
how long it takes.
I am saying this out
loud in the rain.
Brakeing to pieces
waiting for you.

I really can't
belive you thought
I siad that we were over.
I will wait for you
even if it seems
like forever.

If forever is what
it takes to be with
You then i got that for you.
I think im in love,
everytime i lay awake

when your Away my heart hurts.
When we had our first
fight, i cryed
Waiting for u to
call me that night.

I never felt nothing
in the world like
this before.
Is this how it feels
when your heart
really brakes?
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What a girl wants
I need to find
that guy that
treats me right.

That calls my name
in the middle of the
night.

That looks at me and
says "yup shes the one"

That wants me even if i
dont have hope.

The guy i wnat is
not yet here so i ask
myslef who would be my
dear?
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Emotions
Emotions are taking me
over. I just want to
go away.

Am sick of cry i am
sick i of say love
is not complicated.

Not bening happy is
overrated. I can't think
of all the emotions i have
crated.

The things i keep in side
brake me down. All this pain
mkes me cry.

How can i go though day and
day without seeing if things
are ok. This is the words
of a broken heart.

Emotions are leaveing tears
on my pillow. This is not me
out there smileing.

I am really crying not to
you but to myslef. Who
would help me cure my broken
heart?

Not me not you i am
alone in the world
forever...
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I still...
Am not able to let you go.
i think i still love you.
i still need you.
i still want you.

My feeling never
went away
my heart never
closed the door.

If i dont let you go.
because i still need
you i still lve you and i
still love you.

It hurts that you want to
come back after what
you have done
but still love you
i still need you
and i still want you.

I have to move on.
you always want what
you can't have.

i stilll love you i still
need you. i still want
you....
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Kisses
You think you know
people, but you
don't sometimes
they brake whats
lefted of your
heart.

For me my heart is
always pumping but
never stops hurting.

there no one around
t heal whats still
there. no one to kiss
me and say you will be ok
because i am here.

That the unfair part about
love.that makes him want you
so bad. but action specks louder
the words.

so make a move already jezz!!
>_<
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Emo love
go to the bathroom
with a knife and cut
myslef to deep so i
could feel better, but
only feel worst.

My love for you broke my
heart. so know if i do this
it would be like we never
would of had a start.

The blood drips everywere
on my back dress, the sink,
and the floor. and i look at
my bloody wrist.

I hold it tightly, so it
could stop, as i get lighter
and lighter. my mom
knocks on the door but
i am to week to answer.

My love for you was
just to deep. and i
bleed myslef to sleep.

It hurts so bad the
pain so sad. but emo love
gotme this far. so i close
my eyes and lay down to die...
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Wishes
Kisses and wishes
that never start.

My heart re-brake
when we are apart.

Smiles and wishes that
never come ture.

Everytime i think
about you.

I feel like i want
to cry.

What happens if i
die?

People look down with
frowns.

And ask why? why i wnat
to die?

I trow on a fake
smile.

And try to lie. dose
is matter?

I dont want to be
here anymore.

Because i cant have
just you.
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what love feels like
were staring out
into the night.

hold one another
thight.

were in a place
were love dose'nt

cost a thing.
and were your love

is always enough
for me.

this is how i know
they were all wrong.

this is were you
belong with me.

it feels like home...
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Tell Today
Our love is like
a roller coster
that only go's
down.

There no surprise
that i didnt stay
with u today.

I cant belive that
i stayed with u
this long.

You dont know how
to let go.

I dont have to give u
a reason why. i wrote
the brake up poem today.

Dont try to help me
when i am down.

Dont think i still
love you, cause i dont.

If i could see
the future there
was never you and me.

Dont be surprised that
u have be planing this
forever.

this is a poem i write i dont know why.
for someone who is always in my heart!!
love you jerk!!(lol)
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life...
I try to see
the good in life.
but good is just
so hard to find.

I am blown away
into lies. dont try
and change me for
me.

Life is good but
goods not there
to see.
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Gone...
If i die will you
cry? Will you hold
my lifeless body
and close your eyes?

Will you be filled with
rage when i am gone?
that its hard for u
to stand and talk?

Will you be upset
if i will jump and
your not there to stop
me?

Will you want
to die with
me jsut to see
me again?

Will you smile up
at the dark sky
when it rains and
wish i were there.

Or will you just not
care?
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The brake up
Love is love
and hurt is hurt,
who knew rain can
make us fall apart.

To make me cry over
again. thinking what
we had will never end.

I sit there on those
steps waiting and
waiting for that
rain to end.

You made me fall
u made me cry
now i cant never
stop brushing tears
for my eyes.

your gone now into
past. now a hole
is in the place
were my heart use
to be...
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My heart
My herat is like
a dark pit ready
to brust in to
flames form all
the pain its felt.
i cant help it or
save it form me.
all i could do is
watch life passed
me by until the day
i wold die.
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Dreaming with a broken heart...
When someone you
love brakes you heart.
not knowing why is the
hardest part.

When you get out of
bed full of pain.
and lie to your
firends with a fake smile.

When you walk by
the person. that acts
like your not there and
dose not know the pain your
feeling.

You know everyday you
go home and cry and cry
until it hurts... until the
pain is just to hard to keep
inside.

So you let it out.
tell him ... her how you
really feel... whats going on.
you say i am dreaming with a
broken heart...

For; Sargon
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Belive in me...
Somepeople say they
have to belive
it to see it
why cant you just
belive its there
and live with it.
like for one people
all over think i dont
live and i am not there
but look again after all
its always the sweet ones
who would do something wrong.
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Is it so hard not give up on me?
you siad you would love me.

You siad you would please me.

You told me no more lies.

That you would never levae me.

Those were lies now my heart is broken

and ya know what were over and thought!
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Cry...
The day i broke my mothers
heart, is when it was my fault
my daddy lefted. I acyed like
nothing was wrong for three
years of time without daddy.
I knew this was how it felt to
cry. I acted like i was ok with it
all. Daddy leaveing was my fault he
says and i belive him it is my fault.
I walk around at school, home, and
outside with firends like i dont give
a damn, but the know im lieing
I wont them see me cry in my room everyday
after school... all alone. i keep
asking myslef is it over yet?
will daddy love me now? but i always
get hit. I know how it feels to cry.
my heart is brakeing everytime i act
like theres nothing wrong.... is
this wahat it feels like to hate
everything in your life?
ever wanted to be born? for those
three years i kepte everything
inside my heart and the more i did
the more i hate every smileing
face... those who have it all
because i know how it feels to cry...
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Fear has a place to sleep.

By: Joise

She looks down
and suddenly she
feels hate.

So much she not
sure she can take,
the heart braking rage.

If everyone and
everything is changing,
how do you know your
not living one big lie?

I'll smile big and laugh
with friends who think
they know this stranger.
I say "I'm okay" but really
inside I'm not.

"Love" is something
that is replaced by
"hate".

Once you believe in
something that was
never even there
you start to fall part.

Breath it all in and
let the pity began for
I'm the "she"the girl
who won't survive in the
end.
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My DA(has all the poems i didn't put up here)

http://joise300.deviantart.com/

Nice poetry, i like the one are you glad, though u should pay a bit of atention to ur spelling.

They are quite good, apart from a few grammatical errors.

Wow... beautiful poerty...

WoW your poetry is so good I especially loved Are you Glad and Every Day(that one was sad but I still liked it)

yay awesome cant wait for more poems

I like Are You Glad the best. Sad songs are good, but I like the happy ones better.

Lovely poems you've got there! Would love to read more of them

Nicely written ...^_^

Nice Ones Josie

Hmmm... sounds like a break-up poem... what's the title?

For some trivia... I actually had one of my poems published when I was in college... the subject... Nihilism... yeah, I was always a cheery one