Why i relized i was in pain i wrote the "Death Poem". But i forgot how life is something so much better then dieing. I was so worked up in my life that i forgot how different my life was when death hadn't acurred.
I have all these friends at school and on amaranthia. I have brothers and family. My dad's leaving in July to go to Texas for the military. he'll be away for such a long time, i miss him so much.
I have a great life but i'm person who whines about it so much that everyone feels bad for me. I cry about stupid things, things that dont matter. I think all i have to do is relize that theres a lot more to do in life then get mad at it.
We all might as well enjoy it before it slipps out of our hands. And our lives are over. So i've decided i'm going to take another step into this world and learn alot more then i know.


To not be stupid and act like a fool. Like i do in school, you can even ask Taffy97. She'll tell you...... i'm just a low down person with no meaning inside,

OMG, Alex you have such a meaning to me, you are one of my best-friends, now you do whine a little bit...kidding, but you don't let that ruin your life even though you may think that...we all love you so much alex, and we thik way more of you than you do, that can't be good...

I know its not good.... not at all. You're a bffl to me! You rock so much and i dont know what i'd do without you!

Hahaha yeah i do rock a little bit..hahahahaha! anyways......alex your my bffl, and as my bbfl, you need to come over and watch Across the Universe!♥