I've been hearing from my folks and the news that times are going to be hard and that what almost everyone has would go up in smoke. So I felt mad and annoyed about the reality of life and everything.

So money problems have been on my mind lately and some stuff that really tick me off. Its annoying. My mom often says that times are going to be rough and that its not going to be easy.

We watched also movie in SM about the poverty of Filipinos. It made me annoyed about the reality of life. You'll only be happy when you got money.

So sometimes I tell my brothers things about "We're going be poor" Just in a figure of speech. Because with that in mind you'll think twice before burning your money. So you can say that I'm watching everything I got. Haha.. call it over reacting about the situation, but life is like a wheel, sometimes your up and other times your down.

I know that money should not be my problem because I'm just a kid but still the reality of life makes my mind itch with problems and stuff like that.

I'm not saying that my family is poor or anything and anything that gives you the though that I'm thrifty, but the reality is that life is hard and everyone must survive. And this is how I see my only way to survive is to kill the weak and feed off their flesh so the strong can survive. Its just a figure of speech and don't get any other ideas. But poverty can make someone crazy and do things you think are not capable of doing. Just a little word of advice, watch your back and the money you put in your pocket, life is gonna become hard. And another way is to try your luck. Make a bet at the lotto tomorrow, the prize is more than 300 million pesos. ^^;