So here I am....after some time...back to AM. And this also happens to be my first blog entry. Hehe. Anyway....I'm not exactly in the best shape right now. You see, I just lost my favorite aunt in a car accident. I'm devastated. So devastated that for a few days I couldn't come to AM.

I'm full of questions. Why? Why did this happen? I know. There is no why. Its all God's will. but its still very tough to understand God's mysterious ways sometimes. So...I've had my share of tears and everything. Though for a week I had to stay strong for my cousins and my uncle.( My late aunt's family). And for my grandpa(my aunt's father) and my mum(aunt's sister).

We were all very shaken after hearing the news. Just because of some stupid truck driver. *Sigh* Why, God, WHY????

Anyway, after the....funeral....and all the relatives left its hitting me harder than ever. It was kinda okay when all my cousins were here but now that they're gone the loss is hitting me more than I thought I would.

Anyway, so here I am....back in AM. After losing my fave aunt. I haven't forgotten all my friends here and I hope my friends haven't forgotten me.

I guess that's it for now.