First thing is, i'm very happy i can finally join a guild.
I choose Dragon Lord because i love sky, and dragon ^^

Second thing is... What i'm gonna talk about now? :o
Now is month of Islamic ritual (Ramadhan), so school is only 3 hours one day!! XD XD XD
Only, it become so boring at home, because i don't have siblings and my neighborhood mostly
adult (i don't want playing with 30 old woman!! T_T ).
I wish Rune_Naito here... She's just in her home (that even in same town, but pretty far) this
month, and could be not online too this month ; she only can go online at my place .

...So i'm busying my self with practicing drawing,playing piano (not to good at it lol ), and making RPG (maybe i can put it to Homemade game at friday, but i can't promise anything! ).

Oh, wanna know what is Islamic ritual looks like? It's a ritual when you not eat and drink from dawn until evening. You must often pray more much then usual month too. But i (and many Islamic), always have fun in this month, because school only 3 hours, more hangout with family and friends, and other XD .
And when it's end, we celebrate Idul Fitri!! XD XD I like Idul Fitri, i can go to my grandparents house, eating my grandma cake (they're delicious!! ), and got some money from my family!!! XD XD

BTW...


Rawr!! XD XD

Here is something which is definitely not me. Here is how everything went along.

Last night I had a dream that would make your heads roll off your body and to the floor. Literally.

Oh surely you already cried. Even though you were just a little baby. Hahaha. Anyway, this is DEFINITELY the worst day for now. I really had my fumes come out of my ears and my eyes flooded with tears.

Today was one of the most stressful days in the new year. I just want to sink the ocean of time passed and regret. A lot of things happened in the passed week and since its a new weekend, its time to take refuge under the short two days. Anyway mid terms just finished and I don't think I made much of a mark in my grades. So my future is undecided and I wanna just rest. And since we got free days next week, everyone knows that for those days you gotta do projects and stuff. Anyway time to rest and get the thinking straight. I'm so tired abd I'm not in the mood to blog. But still I'll share something about my day.

Coming home from school was super traffic. I'm glad I did not play today, because I'll be bringing a lot of stuff. Anyway it was raining today so I could not do my daily walks home. So I was on the bus with my brother and the annoying nerds who think they're hot. So they kept speaking and it was traffic. It was so long, I kinda got pissed because I don't really like waiting for someone and sacrificing for their own mistake. I can tell that some of the people in the bus fear me, I like it. Haha.. I'm bad. So one of them had his legs open really wide, I wanted to teach him a lesson by simply doing something. It is very, VERYirritating. Anyway got home after two hours.

This Monday, we had our Meeting de Avance. Personally, I find myself so joyful that I am about to step down from my position as Research Team Head since being one is such a headache, you know. Tons of research and book-binding....even at holidays. (It makes me remember the time I was not able to submit something. *shrugs*)

Dun-dun-dunnnn......

January 16, 2009, at exactly 12:20 in the classroom, the bell rang, which became the signal that is is time to get scared....time to be nervous...and time for your parents to get the most of yourself.

{I wrote this in the DL Guild forums too. But I want to share my views of the world before the year ends to the other people around me.}


Upon a dragon's back or under the colors of the sky can you only see the world and say that it is awesome. Walking in the darkness of the slums or in an unforgiving forest can we see the world and say this bad! We all see the world under one sun and one moon, and all the stars that play as decorations in the night sky. But one thing is for sure, we see things through a different set of eyes. Maybe it all depends on how we see the world. Maybe of criticism and of personal judgment. The world is just so complicated. I want the universe to speak to me and say something to make me judge it less.

Is it because of my criticism that I do not find joy in everything?? Is the world about to fall apart is its own greed?? Life is too hard to understand and so fragile to have lost. Everything is just a BIG QUESTION to such a small person. Despite the bad things in life, life always has a sweet spot. Where everything is light and happy. The world may not seem so bad after all. Someone told me I'm so lucky with everything I have. But that's not the half of my story. Trust me its a long story.

There is nothing much to say. The world will always change and nothing else is permanent. But we can make a change in the things we want to see. The world will chew you up and spit you right out. Take no chances and make most of what the world throws at you. Okay so I know I rant a lot about the world and how it sucks. But lately the world does not seem so bad. Its actually fun!